A conversation about life and death: an interview with Isabel Gemio
When I published the Spanish edition of my book “Aprender a morir para poder vivir" (Grijalbo 2021), I had the opportunity to participate in several interviews. However, one in particular stood out for its depth and emotionality: the interview that Isabel Gemio gave me via videoconference.
Isabel Gemio, a well-known Spanish television presenter, has become very popular thanks to programs such as “¡Sorpresa sorpresa!”, on Antena 3. This program is a Spanish version of the Italian or British TV Show “Surprise, Surprise”, focused on making the dreams of anonymous people come true live, has marked an era in Spanish television. His link with the program and his outstanding career are known to many.
Connecting Experiences: Isabel Gemio and Duchenne Foundation
Our connection, however, goes beyond television and the interview. Isabel and I share a common experience: Duchenne. One of her sons also suffers from this muscular dystrophy, a reality that she made public a few years ago. Since then, Isabel has founded a foundation dedicated to raise funds for the research of minority diseases such as the one affecting her son.
FUNDACIÓN ISABEL GEMIO is a foundation for the Research of Muscular Dystrophies and other Rare Diseases, was born in 2008. Its aim is to contribute to accelerate research in Muscular Dystrophies, other Neuromuscular Diseases and Rare Diseases, in biological, physio pathological, genetic or therapeutic aspects. This research may have an impact on the development and application of curative treatments for those impacted.
Interview for YouTube channel
It was an honor for me to dedicate a copy of my book to him, and even more so when he decided to contact me to propose an interview for his YouTube channel, where he presents other relevant conversations. During our meeting, we addressed deep topics such as life and the euthanasia debate, sharing different perspectives and reflections.
For Isabel, the interview was emotional, as it meant connecting with someone who shares the same reality as her son. Through this platform, we were able to share experiences, reflections and, above all, hope.
I sincerely thank Isabel Gemio for giving me this opportunity for a deep and sincere dialogue. It is an honor to be able to share with you the result of this conversation, which I invite you to watch in the following video.
Life gives us opportunities to meet and connect with people who share our struggles and hopes. Through this interview, we have been able to explore this connection and bring a sincere and enriching look at life and its fragility. May this conversation be an inspiration to all those who seek to understand, share and, above all, live each moment to the fullest.
Interview on Aceprensa
On this occasion, I want to share with you an interview conducted by the digital media Aceprensa, led by Luis Luque in December 2020. In this conversation, we explored my life experience, marked by a constant struggle against Duchenne muscular dystrophy, a serious genetic disease. With the support of my family and other fundamental pillars, I have learned to embrace life with positivity and overcome daily challenges. Through this interview, I aim to convey the importance of solidarity and the value of preserving life and dignity in the face of discussions about euthanasia that are debated in the current social context. It is my hope that this conversation can inspire reflection and understanding of the complexities surrounding this issue.
Interview Aceprensa - LUIS LUQUE, DECEMBER 21, 2020
"Euthanasia causes tremendous pressure for many patients"
Xavi Argemí is 25 years old, but he savors certain details of life as perhaps only older people do. He enjoys quiet conversation, the contemplation of the sunset, the presence of emotionally close people, even when nothing extraordinary is said...
He suffers from a serious illness: Duchenne muscular dystrophy, a genetic disorder that usually begins to manifest at a very early age, and its symptoms range from severe muscle weakness to spinal deformity, severely affecting lung capacity.
However, Xavi does not live immersed in sadness. He has written a book: Learning to Die to Live. Small things that make life wonderful (Rosa dels Vents, 2020), with which he wants to share his experience and help people in similar situations. The young man from Barcelona confesses to being "happy," and he is clear that those who, due to serious and incurable illnesses, face death head-on need companionship, not a push towards death.
Xavi has kindly answered a questionnaire sent by Aceprensa. He tells us that he was born in Sabadell and is the youngest of nine siblings. The degenerative disease "causes me to lose more and more strength: I went from walking when I was little to being in a wheelchair with very little mobility, but I can still move my hands a little. The most serious problem is pulmonary, which can be complicated by any bronchitis I catch. Currently, life expectancy is 30 years."
— A condition of this severity can make anyone lose the joy of living. What has happened in your case?
— I have been fortunate to always have my family by my side. The support of my parents and their upbringing has been fundamental. They educated me in strength and, at the same time, naturally as one more. Specifically, my mother has always made me consider the positive side of life: not thinking about what I can't do, but about the possibilities I still have, despite the limitations. In this sense, faith has helped me, valuing the small things we take for granted, and the support of friends and family.
— I know that, in addition to the book you have written, you are finishing a university degree...
— I am finishing a Multimedia degree at the UOC; I really like graphic design and look forward to starting to work. The idea for the book came because I thought that by explaining my life experience, I could help many people in similar situations. And now I see that I have helped many more people than I thought.
"The fundamental pillars of my life are family, friends, spiritual support, emotional, psychological, and medical; specifically, now, palliative care."
— The disease has not prevented you from taking these steps. How are you coping? What have been your main supports to move forward?
— There has been a process of many changes regarding the disease in recent years. Now I need help to carry out tasks; however, technology has advanced a lot, expanding my possibilities to do more things, even with many limitations.
The fundamental pillars of my life are family, friends, the spiritual support that encompasses this, the emotional, the psychological, and medicine; specifically now, palliative care.
— To what extent have these helped you?
— They have improved my quality of life. For example, the back operation in 2010 was very tough, but it straightened my spine. If it weren't for that, I probably wouldn't be alive because I was shrinking more and more, and there would have come a time when my lungs couldn't function properly.
— Have you ever experienced hopelessness, discouragement? How do you overcome them?
— Like everyone, I am human and have ups and downs. Every day I have to fight to get up again and think positively. I try to think about what I can do and what I can contribute to others. In my opinion, as we focus more on others, we become happier. I also believe that everything I do has a spiritual significance, that is, since I am a believer, I believe there is another life with full justice and happiness, and that Someone is by my side. Not everyone has faith, but we all have emotions that need to be learned to manage.
Taking life, cheaper than investigating
Xavi gives his testimony precisely in the days when the PSOE and Unidas Podemos are pushing full steam ahead, without considering the opinions of palliative care experts and ignoring the opinion of the Bioethics Committee of Spain, a bill regulating euthanasia for patients with incurable diseases. The Congress of Deputies approved it on December 17 by 188 votes in favor and 138 against, and if it passes the Senate, it must come into effect no later than April, although Vox threatens to file a constitutional appeal against the text.
But the voices from political opposition or specialized centers are not the only ones against it. Also, the voices of potential "beneficiaries" of a measure that, according to the government, responds to a "sustained demand of current society," even though there is no data to support it, are rising.
Jordi Sabaté Pons, 36 years old, suffering from amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), is certainly not one who has demanded anything. In fact, he, who tells El Mundo that he cannot speak, eat, or drink, and breathes with great effort, has reasons to be wary of the pending law.
"I'm afraid that now, after this law, there will be a lack of investment in research, that ALS and other diseases will continue without a solution, and that the culture of death will be encouraged." He is concerned that people in his condition will be "forced to die for lack of human and economic resources. That the health system, over time, will lose resources and efforts to cure us or guarantee us a dignified life." In his view, those patients who, more than a "dignified death," want to live a dignified life will be even more abandoned with the new law.
The solution is not to give seriously ill patients the option of euthanasia, "but to invest in ensuring they have a good quality of life."
Xavi also speaks about the nonchalant way in which the ruling parties are handling this matter, without truly putting themselves in the shoes of those affected and closing their eyes to solutions that would not hasten death.
— For some, especially in the political sphere, a "solution" to the discouragement experienced by patients with incurable diseases would be euthanasia. The idea is that recognizing this "right" would promote the autonomy of the patient. What do you think?
— I don't think so; on the contrary: I think it makes many patients feel like a burden to society and puts tremendous pressure on them.
What we, the patients, need is society's support, to alleviate our pain. We must protect the right to life because every life is dignified; everyone has problems, even if some have many limitations. The solution is not to give them that option but to invest in ensuring they have a good quality of life and discover the meaning of it.
— Why do you think a part of the population (including most political representatives) tends to see euthanasia as a kind of "lesser evil" compared to preserving the life of a seriously ill patient until their natural end?
— Because they have not delved into the consequences of this law, which can drag many people who have never considered ending their lives to consider it and end up deciding to die. I also think that, in general, we are in a selfish society that only thinks about its interests. And they haven't listened to the experts either.
— What would you say to those who, having never been in a condition like yours, believe it is time to have a "dignified death" law?
— Well, they should put themselves in the shoes of the sick and think about what can be done so that they can have a dignified life without resorting to death. The problem is more complex than they think. I believe that the best solution is palliative care, which provides support, alleviates pain, and helps give meaning to life.
"My God, one more day of lucidity, not just one more day of life”(2/2)
In the first part of this article, I addressed the famous phrase that my grandfather used to say, emphasizing the importance of lifelong learning, as we are in a constant process of learning. I also shared with you an interview conducted by La Farga School, where I spent my entire school years.
Now, in this second part of the article, I want to involve you in the interview that Ángeles Doñate of Open University of Catalonia (UOC) conducted with me in 2020. At this university I completed my Bachelor's degree in Multimedia between 2014 and 2021. In the book, I explain in detail how this experience was. For me, it was a valuable opportunity because, due to my health condition, studying remotely allowed me to adapt to my health needs at all times. Despite the distance, I was fortunate to have a tutor who cared deeply about my needs, and I dedicate this article to him as a token of gratitude.
One aspect that caught my attention was the UOC's continuous assessment system, which I find very interesting and useful. This system allows you to directly apply theory to practice. However, it must be acknowledged that there were times when academic demands were rigorous, with up to five assignments to submit simultaneously. I now invite you to read the full interview.
Xavi Argemí, Bachelor's Degree in Multimedia student and author of Aprendre a morir per poder viure
In the words of the writer Jose Luis Sampedro, "death is the companion of life. We begin to die the day we are born and we need to understand how to make the most of it." The quote would suggest that this humanist would have had much in common with Bachelor's Degree in Multimedia student, Xavi Argemí, who has just published his own book, entitled Aprendre a morir per poder viure [Learning to die to be able to live], in which he outlines his personal experiences and thoughts on the subject, infused with a sense of joy and hope. As a child, Xavi was diagnosed with Duchenne muscular dystrophy, a degenerative disease characterised by progressive muscle weakness. Now twenty-five, his movement is restricted to his fingers and head, which means he needs assistance to carry out the majority of his daily tasks and is confined to a wheelchair. As he explains in his book, which marks his debut as an author, death and his own mortality are everyday realities which he has learned to live with.
What made you decide to write this book and share your story?
It's something that some of my friends and family members have been saying I should do for a long time to tell people about the way I see life, but I've always been reticent because I don't want to be in the spotlight. The thing that convinced me was the thought that it might help people who find themselves in similar circumstances to mine. It all started with a letter I wrote to La Vanguardia expressing my support for palliative care in the debate about euthanasia. That led to me being interviewed for the TV3 programme, Planta Baixa, which, in turn, led to the Rosa dels Vents publishing house approaching me about writing the book.
Can you tell us about why you feel that life should be lived to the natural end?
Euthanasia is a treatment to bring about my death. And I want something else from medicine: to be treated because I'm dying. To put it another way, it's much better to invest in supporting people with what they're going through. Palliative care provides a much better response all round, both for me and for those close to me. It addresses the things people want: to feel adequately supported, to be free from pain, to allow nature to take its course and enjoy the life we still have. Euthanasia is not about political leanings, life and the right to live transcend that kind of discourse. To me, my objections to euthanasia as a solution are human, not political.
What are your own hopes for the future?
To enjoy the little things in every moment, to share projects with others, participate in everyone's joys and help ease their difficulties and sorrows.
Who did you write this book for? What did you want to convey to them?
I was thinking about people in situations similar to mine and the people close to them. And people encountering difficulties of any kind. I wanted to convey a message of hope and tell them that you can be happy despite any limitations or problems you may have and to learn to value the little everyday things that we often overlook.
What is a typical day in the life of Xavi Argemí like?
Apart from daily personal care routines, I try to be as active as possible and focus on things that I enjoy: studying and working to finish my Multimedia degree, chatting with friends and, now, answering emails and social media posts from people who have read the book, family, etc. All very routine and at the same time very different every day.
What makes you happy in life?
Being with the people I love, enjoying their projects and sharing mine. I had a very happy childhood thanks to the family I have.
What are the cornerstones of your life?
Family, friends, spiritual support and medicine.
Tell us a bit about your family
There are four of us at home now: my parents, one of my sisters and me. They are my lifeblood, I need them all the time, both day and night. On top of the physical aids I have, they support me in every way. In fact, they are my arms and my feet. Apart from that, everyone needs company and psychological and human support.
As a child, you were able to lead a life like that of any other child your age: playing football, running around, riding a bike, going to school, etc. I understand that your movement is now restricted to moving your mouse or typing on your mobile phone.
I was always aware of my physical limitations but the functional loss has been progressive. As my falls became more and more frequent at school and at home, I became aware of being different. Little by little, I stopped being able to do things that other kids my age did: playing ball, climbing stairs, and so on.
Have you ever felt angry or a sense of helplessness about your situation?
We all have difficult times, but I've always managed to keep going. Even now there are still times when I wish I could be cured.
You mentioned the importance of spiritual support... Why?
Christianity brings me hope and a sense of existence, the fundamental requirements for happiness.
What made you choose the UOC and decide on Multimedia as an area of study?
I couldn't attend a traditional on-site university because of my condition. The UOC has an excellent reputation so I thought it would be a good option. Why Multimedia? Because I wanted to do something in the digital world and because I was drawn to the world of graphic design, which one of my sisters introduced me to.
What has your experience as a student been like?
Very good, overall. Especially because of people like Antonio Ponce, who has been my tutor for the majority of the time I've been studying and because of how easy it is to communicate with my teachers and classmates.
If you look to the future, are you afraid, do you feel sad?
I don't feel sadness or fear but I do think about the difficult times that may come. But the fact that I've already been through some of it gives me some peace of mind. But death commands respect.
Translating Experiences: From Catalan to English
A few months ago, the English edition of my book titled 'Learning to Die in Order to Live: Little Things that Make Life Wonderful' was finally published on Amazon. (See in what Amazon Stores you can find it on About my book Page)
This project began to take shape shortly after the Spanish edition, as the next step due to its positive reception and the way it was helping so many people with different problems and situations. I wanted it to reach individuals from all over the world, and what better way than to publish the book in English, a nearly universal language!
The process took 2 years.
Challenges and Decisions
Concerning the translation, it was important to me that someone who knew me, understood the original meaning of what I was conveying. And preferably someone who grasped the original language, Catalan, be the one to handle it. Since I had a brother living in Hong Kong (where English is widely used), I asked him to undertake the translation. Simultaneously, he thought it would be better if a friend of his, a British man who had spent time in Catalonia and knew Catalan, did the translation. Then, my brother would review it to ensure it maintained the same essence as the original. And so it was, it turned out very well, and he even added notes and context to help English speakers who might not be familiar with certain expressions or aspects related to Catalonia.
Once translated, I needed to manage the transfer of copyright for the English translation and find an interested publisher. I began the search by speaking with contacts and exploring options online. Soon after, a friend of my brother from Pamplona, who had spent some time here, contacted me. He mentioned that he had really enjoyed my book and that it had helped him in a difficult situation. This friend is a priest who has lived in Kenya for many years. He encouraged me to publish in English to reach people in that country. He also connected me with a publisher in Kenya for a potential publication in Africa. While that would have been great, time passed, and unfortunately, it didn't come to fruition.
In the end, I realized that finding a publisher interested in the English edition was more complex than I had thought, so I decided to take the initiative and self-publish the translation.
The Publication Process
I discovered that I could do this through Amazon's Kindle Direct Publishing platform, following a few simple steps once I had the manuscript and cover in the required format. To proceed, I needed to obtain copyright permission. I received support, as always, from my Catalan editor throughout the process.
It took me several months to finalize the edition, as I had to adapt the initial version to the appropriate format to match the size and layout of the text with editions in other languages. My sister, a graphic designer, collaborated on the design, and the son of my Catalan editor, a photography student, contributed with the image. Thanks to their assistance, the result is excellent.
To ensure there were no grammatical errors, spelling mistakes, or misinterpretations, I had my Canadian brother-in-law review the final manuscript, along with his mother. Once the necessary corrections were made, I uploaded the manuscript in PDF and ePub formats to Amazon's Kindle Direct Publishing application. After providing all the required information, I published the book. Within about three days, it was available in both print and electronic formats. Then, I began promoting it among English-speaking friends and contacts, as well as those who knew people who spoke English.
During these initial months, the English edition has sold around 100 copies internationally, reaching Australia, Canada, and the United States. I want to express special gratitude to all who have supported me and contributed to this project.
Experience exchange
In summary, the translation process has been quite intense, but ultimately, the goal of publication has been achieved. I hope that by sharing my experience in this way, I can help many more people in various situations, as has been the case with the other editions. The exchange of experiences enriches both the author and the reader. Ultimately, every human being needs to connect with others to learn and provide mutual support in the process of overcoming life's challenges and obstacles, ultimately finding a horizon.
"My God, one more day of lucidity, not just one more day of life”(1/2)
"My God, one more day of lucidity, not just one more day of life", my paternal grandfather, Joan Argemí Fontanet, often said in family gatherings. He also said it in the sense that studying is a key tool to have a horizon and not lose understanding. This has made me reflect on how the curiosity to learn new things can have a positive impact on life. My grandfather placed great importance on education, which led him to become a great pediatrician and get involved in numerous initiatives in the city of Sabadell.
Despite the difficulties I have had to overcome to study and become a professional, I am convinced that education is a key tool for success. However, it is not always easy to keep up with the pace of the educational system and face the challenges that daily life with a disability entails.
But in the end, the most important thing is not to follow the exact rhythm set by the educational system, but to maintain curiosity for learning and keep fighting to achieve our goals. Life is a constant process of learning, and I am grateful for every opportunity I have had to grow as a person and professional. I hope to share my experience with studies through this series of interviews that both my school and the university where I studied have conducted. The interview that you can read below was conducted by La Farga, the school where I spent my entire school stage. It is located in Mirasol (Sant Cugat del Vallès). You can find my book on Amazon.
La Farga Interview
https://lafarga.institucio.org/ca/actualitat/entrevista-a-xavi-argemi-alumni-de-la-farga
Interview with Xavi Argemí, La Farga Alumni
He suffers from Duchenne muscular dystrophy and has just published the book "Learning to Die in Order to Live."
Xavi Argemí is a former student of La Farga. For years, he has been suffering from Duchenne muscular dystrophy, which causes him to lose strength in his entire body. He has just published the book "Learning to Die in Order to Live," where he tells his story. Xavi has agreed to give an interview to La Farga, which we offer you below.
You were a student at La Farga for several years, tell us the best memory you have from that time.
From that time, I have many memories, and especially it has given me most of the friends I have, which is one of the pillars I talk about in the book I recently wrote.
How do you think the school and your teachers helped you during your time as a student at La Farga?
They made me feel like one of them and did what was necessary for me to have a good education, access activities adapted to my physical situation in different school stages, and acquire the values I have.
When you graduated, what did you take from the school (values, lessons, something you learned) that helped you in the following years?
Values such as effort, perseverance, and companionship, and in general, good academic and human education.
Many students have a special memory of a particular teacher who left a mark on their student life. In your case, who do you think had an impact on your life and why?
I could mention several, but to give an example, in the last stage of high school, Mr. Josep Solé was very important to me. He was my last tutor and was always there for what I needed to cope with the hectic pace of the second year of high school, given my difficulties. In a short time, I had to prepare for the university entrance exams.
From your personal experience and point of view, what do you think makes La Farga different from any other school? What characteristics do you think or see as distinctive?
Especially the personalized treatment with each student according to their needs through tutoring or spiritual support. Also, the important Christian values that it teaches.
Putting your story into writing, your testimony, surely has not been easy. How did the idea of writing this book come about, what motivated you to do it?
You can find my story in the book "Learning to Die in Order to Live." I decided to write the book because I saw that it could help people with similar circumstances to mine have a positive and hopeful outlook on life.
You must have received many different reactions to the book, to your story. In general, what do people tell you? What is their feedback?
People tell me that the book has helped them a lot with any problem or circumstance they have, whether their own or someone close to them. The truth is that in their messages, they not only say that they liked it, but they also tell me about their situation and details of the book that they wanted to highlight. I didn't imagine that my book would have such an impact.
Your Duchenne disease has demanded great dedication from your family and educational environment in day-to-day details; it has also been a growth for them. How do you stay united in this when we encounter big or small problems, which we all have or will have?
Be grateful and appreciate all the good things we have. Also, focus more on others, thinking about what we can contribute to them. Thanks to God, we live in an area with many resources.
Xavi, in moments of discouragement or concern, what or who inspires you?
As I mentioned before and in the book, in the positive aspect of life, and for me personally, it's the faith I have and the support of family and friends.
You must have noticed that your good humor, full of frankness and optimism, is contagious and very motivating for your friends, acquaintances, teachers... Tell us a recent anecdote or one from when you were a child.
I have a friend who remembers that when I was hospitalized, he came with a few others to the ICU, and some family members took care of them. They were interested in my health condition, and someone mentioned that I was worried about university assignments. It impacted them and made them laugh a lot because they thought I would be more concerned about my health, which I was naturally. But it was a funny situation within the seriousness of the situation.
Tell us a dream that you encourage young people today to have.
I encourage them not to give up on what they set out to do and that despite the difficulties, we can achieve many things, and we must have hope.
If you had to give advice to the Xavi from a few years ago, what would you say to him? And what would you say to boys and girls who are in a similar situation to yours?
For example, I would tell them to differentiate well between problems and circumstances: circumstances are what you cannot change, and therefore, you have to accept them, and problems are what you can try to modify by seeking a solution.
YOU CAN FIND THE BOOK ON AMAZON